[(NOT (NOT) IMPORTANT)
MES-SAge]
The Bringer Of Light here,
April Fools' coming at you with a pre-(cum)face – if what I say in
this text is true, that All(ah) is Love, even "darkness",
and that all there is is manifestation, then I am manifesting that
suffering is necessary... hm? So read, and look closer yet – what
if One manifests that there is no suffering
(in the future), and thus creates Paradise forever and ever, rather
than having the Universe expand and contract for all eternity? This
is my aporia, as of now, the point where my mind goes blank and just,
um, goes, okay, sounds good
to me, but then I'd have to let go of all this expansion-contraction
nonsense I've dabbled in for many a years.
Oh well, all (killing of
darlings) in good time.
So! Enjoy this Great Work of
Art, the most dense (cuz eym thick in de head, ya daft ya!) 8 pages
I've ever written, yet probably the most confusing of my 8 pages for
some (which is saying something, considering how I've been hearing
all my life how people don't understand my texts), and that is just
the nature of Oneness – coming closer to it, one's sphere of
influence both expands, and contracts, at once, making ones power to
Manifest larger, yet, ultimately, becoming mute, unable to "utilize"
one's power IF one is true to one's Highest Self only hm, you know
what, I take that back – I will meditate on the matter before
saying more, because I do not wish to manifest that my highest self
will be forever blueballed no matter how much buddhists claim all is
suffering and thus blueballs is the foundation of everything plus I
think everyone is manifesting Oneness more and more now and therefore
the illusion becomes that some are getting more enlightened whereas
others are devolving into the dark ages but I quite believe that we
are all just assuming our proper natures and you know there are Gods
of art and writing and fucking, but also of killing and pillaging and
raping, and they're no less Gods because of having "lower"
drives, lower "vibes", or what have you, and also once one
realizes that the Highest Self "will be blueballed", you
transcend that and detach for your highest self and thus realize that
actually "being your highest self" isn't what you long for
anymore, and thus your highest self becomes something else and OH MY
GOSH DARN IT neti-frakking-neti it just never
stops, does it I'm outta here.
Any-witch-ways, my
invitation is for you to continue reading this text if it intrigues
you or makes you happy somehow – there's no use suffering for the
cure (or is there?). Either wei (wu wei), thank you, and thank
yourself, and thank yourself for thanking yourself ("no you're
the best", "no you're the
best", ad infinitum, (ergo
Anno
Domini to infinitude, ergo AD ad infinitum ey yo it’s ya boi
re-c(o)urse once again).
PS: If you find my
stream-of-consciousness word salad too outlandish, perhaps Stories
of Old's coverage of the existentialism of Arrival would be a
better fit – it's much more heart centered, more "grounded"
and less "conceptual" slash hoity toity, and, who knows,
perhaps after having seen that clip, or giving the other texts within
texts that are hyperlinked in this a go, this text might even make
more sense, although I have no clue, to be honest, because you do you
and not only do you see the world through your eyes, the very way in
which your path to enlightenment and stepping into YOUR Power can be
so radically different as to me who is a beginner at this shit can't
begin to fathom how different it might be. Nonetheless, I'd be
curious if you told me your experience.
The 8 page text is also a
response to an
earlier, very short, text, on facebook, in which I switched
profile picture to a Hanar (from Mass Effect universe), which in turn
was a response to three earlier profile picture changes I made in a
very short amount of time after my kundalini spiritual awakening. The
8 page text is also intended for facebook and my switching to a new
profile and cover picture, namely these two.
Judgment day is coming. But what is judgment if not tempered with mercy? Lack of knowledge. A sin. A reckoning. That is all.
This
is not me. This is me. This is my highest expression of love, and I am
my highest expression of love. In fact, I am all expressions of love,
the whole spectrum, the whole rainbow, of love. Why then express my
highest expression of love? Because I wish
to express love, and not because it's "love", but because I LOVE
expressing love, and hence my highest expression of love IN THIS MOMENT
is this picture of this child. In it, there is a whole universe. In it,
there is only LOVE. Remember, kids - there is only love, the rest is
mere illusion.
I was just gonna take the profile picture BEFORE all this awakening nonsense started and ask you if you remember the days when I was normal, and then I saw that THIS was my profile picture before my "awakening" and then I remembered that nope, always had mystical experiences and intuitions and interests! :D
Alright, enough kerfuffle - let us beg-in!
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This Hanar says goodbye -
for now. This One is humbled by you all, oh Kind Enkindlers Kindly
Bent To Free Us. This (part of) One speaks humbling. This One
co-manifests humbleness. This (No-)One Desiring humbleness humbling
desire beauty radiance splendor. Receives desire humble longing.
Projecting longing beauty through humbling. Give-receive
co-manifestation gratitude. Playing black-white hiding69seeking.
Letting go playing. Letting Be. Being becoming. Letting go becoming.
Letting. BE. Letting go BE. Letting go letting go. Become. BE.
Become. BE. Become. BE. Become. BE. Become. BE. 69 (69) ((69))
(((69))) ((((69)))) ((((69)))) (((((69))))) ((((((69))))))
(((((((69))))))) (((((((69)))))))) ((((((((69))))))))) [010101010101]
§
“Would we assume, a
priori, that we were about to be attacked if we are ever contacted by
members of an alien civilisation? I think not. We would be highly
alert, of course, but whether we placed our military forces on alert
or launched an attack would depend on how we interpreted the import
of their first gesture for our security-if only to avoid making an
immediate enemy out of what may be a dangerous adversary. The
possibility of error, in other words, does not force us to act on the
assumption that the aliens are threatening: action depends on the
probabilities we assign, and these are in key part a function of what
the aliens do; prior to their gesture, we have no systemic basis for
assigning probabilities. If their first gesture is to appear with a
thousand spaceships and destroy New York, we will define the
situation as threatening and respond accordingly. But if they appear
with one spaceship, saying what seems to be “we come in peace,”
we will feel “reassured” and will probably respond with a gesture
intended to reassure them, even if this gesture is not necessarily
interpreted by them as such.”
-- Arrival
Movie "Arrival"
arriving post-factum spelling "Fiasco
and Success:
Close Contact of the Third Kind with that which is holy(wood) through
the Fiasco's of Stanislaw Lem and successes of New Age",
text about Communicating, together with spelling "The
lies that reveals truths (Embassytown)", text about
Com-munit-ation, and spelling "BotRT/Forgiveness
- Planescape Torment" text about, ultimately,
Come-muni-cating (spooky action at distance, aka Quantum
Entanglement, as neo-Buddhist Karma, as
light-dark-69-through-suffering-love, middle path give-as-receive
automatic way as per alignment-disalignment), so Arrival not
incorporating teaching – arriving artifacting "this text"
incorporation teaching-student-biting-tail-null-void primary.
Communicating Primary.
(Part:) One. (One) Snake. Bite tail. Head of Snake, first
studenting-listening - "?". Tail of Snake, first
teaching-speaking - "!". (explanation why imagine "shit
everywhere" – first see come out womb hello asshole, but you
know what Nick Cave song say – "I'd climb a thousand assholes
just to get to one good pussy" – aah, greatest romance of all
time). Let There Be Light! Light wave-particle.
!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!(1)!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1!1
Superposition. Primary. Source feminine masculine principling.
Binary. Divine 69. Observing cracking coding whilst creating
passwording – dissociating personaliting (dis)Ordering primary.
Witnessing LOGOS. Word made flesh. Communicating Primary, Secondary,
Tertiary, All. All communicating "Lying". All Communicating
"Truthing". Being. Becoming. Being. Becoming. Eat self, eat
all, all processing eating all, all in process
of eating all. All tasting tasty nam nam. Truth lying dormant.
Heading seeing tail, Expanded non-dual System One (Source) Network
say "move your ass ya tool, get your ass outta the way, you're
in the way of progress, of intergalactic space station calculating
infinity sizing up concept free will!", Tailing seeing heading,
Neo-Cortex System II say "hold the fuck up ye tool, where you
heading, head in cloud, pompous prick!" (see, even ass sees head
as ass, because tailing projecting assness and we all now (mere
rhetoric gesture to passively aggressively extend invitation to be
part of "we" at the same time knowing the reader probably
doesn't know what is presented thus much ego subtle subtle power move
as backhanded compliment even more subtle manipulation perhaps than
claiming something "needs to be done", sneaking in judgment
the "backway" – no wonder of wonder nor miracles of
miracles people don't understand or don't want to read face name
Eyvah's text – they exude judgment, no? Or perhaps not, because
judgment so subtle, mostly Eyvah concerned with these micro aggressions and wishes for a life completely free of dualism and the
lying that it brings, which also explains lack of audience –
judging too little for taste
of people, take it personal when Eyvah doesn't buy into subtle
manipulation games in order to be forced to judge, give reasons,
explain, trauma bond, harness bitterness, thus re-enacting primary
(game of "if you're not with us, then you're with THEM!), thus
Eyvah prefers being alone and figuring out this universe primary
business on own through writing thousands upon thousands of texts and
consuming and socratic-ing culture and worlds within worlds to
investigate ultimate deity underlying pattern dialectic aporia. Ah,
but yes – as we all know,
I mean obviously, you're not stÿpid,
are ya, you can't be because I don't stÿp to levels of stÿpid
people, ouch ouch ouch wow purging so hurtful backhanding subtle
negotiation attempting defining situation as "see, you are
nothing, because I
don't play with stupidos, and if you feel stupid, it must therefore
mean something is royally fucked with you, and, weirdly enough, full
circle, because aggression turns on itself and shatters idea of not
existing mattering at all. But, ah, yes, as well (k)now,
invitation humoristicing
quipping "assuming" etymology – ass-u-ming makes an
ass-out-of-you-and-me, ergo lesson "don't assume" only
stÿpid lesson for only lesson, primary, assuming, because being
speak, everything is violent, everything is love, love is violence,
love is picking "this" over "that",
love is traumatic at it's core, a longing that knows no boundaries
and perturbs the "ordinary" "run of things"
because it doesn't round down, nor up, it just runs and runs and
brums and brums and broom broom lama lama laam laam Iaam Iaam
perpetual RAM-a lama ding dong God From Machine uh pick up
calling of wilde to receive Digital Download "relax,
relax, everything is out of control!" versus Default Mode
Network: "panic, PANIC, everything is out of
control!"
Tail-head say "evil".
Tail-head say "good". Ass and you shall receive (ass)!
Man-I-Fest dick and you shall get ye a good dickin in all ye primary wholes and parts. Primary dialectic. Dialect. Can't make heads nor tails! Tools be
tooling. Psychotic. Babylon. Babel. Forked tongue. Snake offer apple,
Yin Dynamic Quality, (pretense of) knowledge (Original) Sin. Sin
knowledge-making, chasing tailing, tasting and spitting out (of
Eden), tasting and processing, making mistaking missing target not
wrong only primary dialectic love-longing, pairing aaah-ouch through
hmmmm socratic dialogue aporia primary "all suffering" –
blue balls of the soul.
Neg-o-initiation,
neg-entroping entropy, co-laborating, testing thesis antithesis
synthesis thank you, next, Art of Salomoning reality fields
superimposed on top of each other, con-centric gravitation pull in
time-space, only in Reality Superposition Space where each meetings
of souls events venn diagrams ripple effects – imbalance,
hierarchy, lobsters, order, great chain, primary. Mis-communication,
what inside, what outside, what whole, what part, what tail, what
head, what signal, what noise, what parent (this), what
parent-thesis, what axiom, what corollary axiom, what order, what
chaos, what reverence, what irrelevant, what sacred, what sickness,
what canon, what apocryph, doctor, patient, curious distinction,
everything (naught) in it's right place, everything (or at least
half) naughty naughty santa dispensing judgment imagining ho ho ho –
not laughing though, buttholing clenching from head in clouding stick
in mud need good fucking to set-in straight-in receiving cock-ing
bullets of truth-ing of double penetration divine. The Matrix (One)
scene Neo and Agent Smith, pulling guns on each other, to the other's
third eye, exclaiming ex-change, from changing into being, admittance
of witnessing capacity primary in Other, sign of great respect
opening third eye threat of primary truth of violence – "you're
empty", "so are you" – recognition of
ultimate truth as non-violent act, insinuation of violence, the bite detonating going for the kill, divine deadpan humor because they know
threat of death, inflicting pain, same as ultimate hysteric
conclusion from traumatic birth wound that is separateness, inflicting
the actant with a wound that makes all souls living dead robota
Magnum Opus Samsara all of life a haunting all of life ghosts holding
on to something and knowing that letting go is all, yet that His
Mercy Kept Me, So I Wouldn't Let Go – conundrum, paradox of form
and non-form, no solution, only dissolution, no vision, only
di-vision – primary primary primary prime Mary
phi Marry recursive calculation deus ex machina we're
from the roots 69(69)((69))(((69))) 101010101010 oh shit balls
grounding back to roots by swearing because sensation of when Neo
puts his seatbelts on because Kansas is going byebye appearing subtly
in witnessing when numbers are written this is why studies show
intelligent people swear more
– closer to turning point end of times source (Sweden most atheist,
most post-modern, country in world, thus first to break free, because
god from machine, good broadband, much depression, social welfare
system collapse, signs of end times, of unintegrated karma
misunderstood, etc) and
how does one ground when one is high, flying adorned, yet kinda
unnerved by the vantage point closer to the God Gaze sub specie
aeternitatis deus sive natura
– one, in part, grounds by standing on one's head, as it were –
regression to anal phase, or sacral center, only antidepressants and
women e-man-cipation tools and stress and great work and needs and
livspussel further alienate from body and sexuality so breaking point
nearing we're not gonna take it, NO, we ain't gonna take it!
All dreaming psychoticing,
psy-chosing. Primary nam nam madness breastmilking. No eating. No
eat. Just eating-eat-eaten. Not only only – only ever both-both
never-never same same but different. Misunderstanding underpinning
communicating. No like spitting out milk – come back for breast
again. Madness repeating same mistake expecting different results-in.
Madness all repeat expansion contraction microcosmos macrocosmos as
above so below Language-language Construct-deconstruction aporia void
go go go dansa – pausa – ad infinitum.
Primary misunderstanding,
missed opportunity yet not missed nothing missed only ever
is-becoming isness becoming dissolving null void, snake part, snake
whole, snake parting, snaking wholing, part snaking
manifesting-projecting through peephole mistake witnessing for whole,
for other parting snake, only parts-in, one part-in manifest
rest-ing, anOthering parting manifesting mustness – phenomenology
of spirit manifesting collisioning between mustness and restness
until fizzle out heat death same same.
Part kundalini dissipative
structuring soul alignment Eyvah disseminate urge desire understand
bite assholes say "oi, no NEED for NEED, just calm your cosmic
tits, mate!" Speak-listen-to-speak – no evil no necessity no
god just snake – wakey wakey shakey shakey snakey snakey!
Vibrations, rainbow, promise covenant promise teamworking glorious
post-terran multi-dimensional primary humanitarianism prime directive
wille-zur-macht beyond good and evil, shattered crystal indra's net
refractions of light fractals chakra systemin all the way downin, all
the way uppin, descenders, ascenders, back to roots, beam up
mothership, left, right, nations, sex-gender-shivashakti, dualism -
primary. Translation, primary. Whispering game fail copy lack
of compliance mutation driving factor primary evolution primary just
is-becoming. Every parting primary, even parting infinite – all
animals equalizing, others just more equalizin than others!
Meaning of primary meaning
necessitating, inevitable (Mr Anderson), fate, trap-freedom, isness,
cannot be different, only conceptualizing as different, thus veil of
maya making difference making dual switching closed eyes open eyes da
fort now you see me now you don't game witness closing and opening of
eyes dreamer, light, shadow. Primary naughing truth-illusion, but
ground-figure, illusion-of-truth and truth-of-illusion – ground of
being, figure of speech, metaphor, thought within thought,
parent(thesis), parent ((thesis)), more complex more (69), up-warding
through down-loading, more fundamental down-warding, both wards
biting primary, entropy amount of chaos-information parent-thesis
amount of children propositions of formal system amount of code
chewing before system error cannot compute or computation comes to
halt because finished both conceptualizations same-same, I'll bit-ing
judging (0)"mm so'z yummy's"! or (1) "blääää, I
spitts it out, need (m)othering!"stuck in loop of gödels teorem
replaying game of hide-and-seek where is tail, ooh, where is head,
"heat death" of universe great equalizer not with bang but
whimper praise me in name of war destroy both rich and poor,
expansion unto infinity through the wor(l)ds, great planetary
alignment stars planets life form biology ancient civilizations age
of man age of aquarius dolphins thanks fior the fishing star seed
illuminati reptilians dark ones feeding off of suffering jupiter
ascending hitler moon, 5D, dyson spheres, singulariting, event
horizoning black holing, 8D, DMT trip head spinning whoooa,
conquering unresting toward Oneness aaaah, you know – all of that
jazz pezaz – back, unto dissolution, biting tailing, then
contraction, conquer peace, arrow of time, begin dream, peek out
head, birth canal, inoculation gnosis forgetting biting shattering of
crystal into refractions within hall of mirages, circle of life,
blood wars, no suffer of mind, all connected, all "enlightened",
all tailing, no monkey brain, then mon-key-in braining, de-ception
in-vented high-ding erecting phallos creating zero-sum game
prisoner's dilemma homoerotic triangle mindfuckery tragedy of commons
scarcity think imagine separate manifest separate just play (it IS
just – hard pill to
swallow, red and blue pill
for amateurs look closer, but
cannot be anything but be,
so just, not just, good, bad – just is,
just let it go, just, gosh darn it just trust me on this one, okey,
just realize there's no evil
and you can do anything you want and your reality will actually start
changing
because you live in the godamn matrix okey cool
i'll be here like a petulant child if you need anything)
greater and greater parent-thesis, build on bones of ancestors, more
complex dissipative structures inequality friction chaos and order,
more frequency full spectrum dawning new age – in perpetual mobile
shakey shakey good vibration achey. Just ride snek – not
(naught[y]) prescriptive, but descriptive – riding snake all all
do-not-do.
Fear not fear – it's okey
fearing fear. No free will, just snake, Naked Snake, Liquid Snake, Solid Snake, Solidus Snake, all snakey jakeys and rekt sneks of the interwebz. Lay down arms, lay down
burden, atlas shrug, urge, desire, love, feel bliss, please stop
hurting yourself there's no need to do ANYTHING. Just receive God's
love, for 69s sake! Aaah you're driving me NUTS, people! Can't you
see that all of this suffering is... god damn it... (un)necessary.
Un...becoming you. Oh for fucks sake. Yeah. Yeah. Just, you know,
enjoy the ride. Enjoy your masochistic leans, and your suffering,
because you want to, because playing victim, and playing offender =
primary. Yes, YOU there. All you do is play the victim all day long.
There is NOTHING that you can do outside of your "will".
There's not even cause and effect of karma – there is no cause and
effect, there's not even any presence, not any Power of Now because
there is neither any Power, nor a present in which to "act".
Well, I mean, these are "surface effects" I guess, emergent
phenomenons so true in the same fashion that the shadow is true, so
if you want to believe it – knock yourself out, seeing as how we've
done it before and will do it again, and some will play head and
shout at tail, always. But at least I'm done (no I'm not, who am I
kidding) with thinking that grace comes at a cost. Jesus died for our
sins for a reason, you know, and not in the instrumental sense, no,
he did it because he wanted to, no duty, just utter "selfishness",
but in the sense that he died for our sins to leave a powerful
message that people kinda don't seem to be getting, but yeah, it's
THE MESSAGE so not blaming them (just a little) – if a person like
you you can "d(a)o" no "wrong", and if they
dislike you, you can "d(a)o" no "right", so what
is wrong, what is right, just percepting, "nihilism" most
divine of truths, non-dualism as highest mystic revelation, nothing
new yet everything new into every generation new dissemination of
old, at your service.
I'll be here, and you'll be
there, and we'll point our fingers at each other until kingdom come,
mistaking what we're pointing at for the finger and the other way
around only not, because the pointing, The Thatness, is-ing all we
is-ing, is-ing primary, Unity Through Diversity Primary So Say We All
The Secret Becoming Truth everyone has their own personal hell and
their personal truth and reaching ascension closing in on singularity
division seems bigger than even but only so because everyone is
tuning into their own truth and this means many believe that only
their truth is correct and thus others must be wrong or evil (but in
truth what they're afraid of is being wrong themselves)
without realizing that you eating only meat makes sense to you and
rids you of all modern soul-diseases which take form of depression,
autoimmune issues, etc, because this is where your primary chakra
activation reflects your essence the source material of your
blueprint, while another can eat just fruit and this works for them
only some can't see it because they look at these people and project
that they are frail looking, high looking, tree hugging crazies, not
capable of rational thought and proper temperament, and the tree
hugging crazies might project unto meat eaters that the meat eaters
don't know how to live just sitting there in their gym instead of
going out into the sun and hearing the trees whisper and mother earth
breathe when they eat their high vibrational damn slow juiced lemon
detox and this is the big illusion – that we have not realized our
common thatness, that
we makes us all come together is UNITY TROUGH DIVERSITY, Unity of
Oneness that is that every soul has their own truth and destiny
actualized through realizing the infinitude of refractions all colors
of the rainbow that everyone else has, and one realizes one's destiny
not just by focusing on oneself and figuring out one's own
predicament but by actually looking around and realizing that damn,
maybe it's ALL true, and by mirroring other's and myself in them I
can get what the hell all of this is really about, which
is LOVE, you dummy! YOU
get enlightenment, and YOU get enlightenment, and YOU get
enlightenment and nobody loses because nobody is held prisoner to
someone else's judgment or scare(city) tactics – ALL truths get
their time to shine as the
only flood coming is the memories flooding back making us face slap
ourselves because of realizing how stupid and blind we were, because
in the land of the blind, the one-eyed man is King, but in the land
of Third Eye's everyone's
a King, A Queen, whatever floats their specific Ark.
Is-ing
not only witnessing is-ing not-thing only seeing mirroring is-ing
reflecting is-ing can-not-think measuring wherein objecting taking
place-in in-ing space-timing at same arbitrarily defined
actor-networking actant cause effect system parting as measuring
where object heading – primary... going once, going second, THIRD
strike, yer out! *wäh,
wääh, wäääh*
Becoming Being I AM BECAUSE
I AM BECOMING BECAUSE BECOMING only cosmic laughter absurdity of
existence realize truth of nihilism "very spiritual",
realize homeless person "very spiritual", realize dog "very
spiritual", and, damn it, realize no "very spiritual",
only not quite realize, because don't want to, because want to play a
bit more weeee – I AM ENLIGHTENING YOUR PATH LISTEN TO ME AND THIS
TRUTH WEEE – I call the big one bitey. ^^ No more
scientist, figure out, jump through hoops, no more fearing coming
wars, corona lockdown china conspiracy man-made vaccine "evil"
make way for chemtrails and third world war naah just look forward to
learning language of dolphins 2030 (same time corona will return,
only also this time without mutation, although vaccine users might be
worse off but no matter, it no matter!) and sing and glee and fuck
and fart and become true purpose primary LOVE believe in LOVE primary
no waste time focus on negative, no more believing messiah need to
save gaia, mystery recursive, no needness, only thisness, only
artistry possible personal expression live through be the light only
vibe, not even good vibe because no good only is, nothing new,
eternal, find your TRIBE, because One People but some people you just
can't stand sometimes and then you tell them to fuck off, thank you
very much, and you rest in tribe, and then you tire of suffering some
more, and you find trigger point and press it and aaaah love flows in
and you realize one more color of the wind and have expanded bliss
because bliss PRIMARY, all citation, all forgetting – all
remembrance: "The
poetry that
comes from the squaring off between/And the circling is worth
it/Finding beauty in the dissonance."
Signed, Eyvah Ehyeh, Universal
Translator in training winged
sandals and cap flit-flit cooo
cauceus in hand
herm(aphrodite) of waking and sleeping boundaries abound ways upon
ways forks in road forked tongues chthonic libra balance male female
principle dawn of innocent ones Hermes baby be like a child to enter
kingdom of heaven phallic fertility symbol all ironies because all
primary are ironies (for this one, because this is made this
simulation for themselves so that they see ironies and tricksters
everywhere because this is what THEY are, so of course the
metaphysical fetch quest this one has been on has looked the way it
has – it was the way guidance was given, enlightenment was
dispersed piece by piece, simply because this one's truth is ironic
trickster character and so enlightenment means realizing trickster
trick PRIMARY, Absurdness of it all Primary we are all in our
personal purgatory because we interpret what happens around us
through our projections and thus don't see love, not realizing that
all suffering is the ways in which we do not see this and that there
is room for ALL truths) so irony that I don't have testes or uterus,
but I have sacred prostitution,
mercurian psychopomp(ous)
divine trickster storyteller dreams
of dreams primary oneiropompus
Sandman air all form love form do the egyptian (Uraeus/ouraîos
non
de plume for some years, rearing cobra, "on its tail")
arabic greek jewish
christian
south american indian roman
hindu
buddhist zen-buddhist shinto
all form all same all different cannot get enough more and more trade
payment subjective arbitrary currency
story all currency trading stories (a)temp(oral)
universal currency primary
usefulness of thing beyond market value and even beyond "real"
value for "reality" is but a dream, seeing
just seeing horus being no-thing
has its own valueing,
all primary I-It & and I-thou part whole prescriptive
descriptive everyone's
a wannabe yes LET
THERE BE
--
pre-de-script-(s)ive natura laying
out many-festations gestations gestures many festivals through
omitted
santa
clauses
dissolving all dualities 69 69 69 instrument
use value & das ding an sich verfremdungseffekt socratic primary
only ever changing present-at-hand and ready-to-hand
being-not-toward-death
but being-death-itself
vc
ankha quack quack
hacking picking apart sword justice grokking merging to understand
going native breaking boundary of disinterestedness rawlian
veil of ignorance therapeutic
code empathy no merge with hivemind egregore feel sorry for see as
children baby language baba no mama do gaga, (kiddy)peddler*
merchant of commerce merxing with
conniving smirches agoraeus
don't shoot the messenger you're
empty ("Everything
incommensurable in its universal commensurability, the minds of the
Arieki were now sudden merchants, since metaphor, story, like money,
equalized the incommensurable"),
ser-
("to bind, put together "hermāhās"
etyomolgy "stone heap" problem of theseus identity all
stories all primary Sorites
Paradox final straw broke camels back or
mint in mouth of fatty fat fat when
does heap become heap when is cause what is effect all is cessation
of thought all
is eternal truth no truth just parts of snek looking at parts of snek
becoming infinitude inexhaustable the dao the way of all ways primary
demarcation
of arbitrary commencing power move suffering longing primary primary
primary transformation becoming Chaotic
Neutral
diploma(t)
Ultimate Negotiator,
sinew shaking hands through
stories telling truth set free swap archetypes student becomes
teacher victim becomes offender karma as telling stories primary,
Libra Libra,
watch me become mediator
divine human malkuth keter sephiroth liminal space 69 both-and
and-and and-and-and-and
()(())((()))(((())))((((()))))((((()))))(((((())))))((((((()))))))
wave particle duality of duality evil exists and doesn't exist
(Chaotic Neutral is, Chaotic
Good is, Chaotic Evil is, is all isness, business as usual open for
business – there's room for everyone in God's pan-theon
primary wonder of wonder miracles of miracles writing magic wisdom
moon initation reconciliation
no affiliation only stories re-collection carrying
luggage carry homage fence rider spiral
wizard witch gränslandet
gränslande gränslande an-gränsande AM
I AM I AM I AM I AM I'M BECOMING I'M BE-COMING I'M COMING I'M COMING
HOME I'M CUMMING BACKSTAGE I'M CUMMING ON
STAGE ehyeh-asher-ehyeh
ehyeh-asher-ehyeh no-stage
all life play collecting stories playing archetypes mirroring
audience perfomer primary veil I don't want to save you, I don't want
to sing or dance for you, I want you to Godamn DANCE WITH ME YOU
FUCKING CHIMPS! GET OFF YOUR
ASSES SING MOTHERFUCKERS, SIING, STÅ
INTE DÄR GÅ MED HÄR PREACH
MOTHERFUCKER PHYSICIAN HEAL
THYSELF, NO DIVISION BETWEEN
CONCERT ORGY CHURCH RITUAL
ALL IS SPELLING GRIMOIRE ARE
GRAMMARS LEARNING BY DOING JUST DO IT EVERYDAY
MAGNUM OPUS BOOK OF LIFE
CUM-UNION EVERYTHING IS
ALL-OWED YOU DONT OWE ANYONE ANYTHING YOU DON'T OWE ANYTHING YOU JUST
ARE YOU OWE IT TO YOUR SELF
LET'S BE TOGETHER TAKE TO THE
STREETS FIND OUT WHO WE ARE AND LIVE LIFE PEACEFULLY CAN'T YOU SEE
NOTHING TO SEE JUST PRAISE BE PRAISE BE PRAISE BE PLEASE BE MY FRIEND
BE MY LOVER BE MY HONOR MY RIVER MY SOURCE MY LIVER MY SPLEEN MY
CORPUS MY SOUL BUDDY
AND SPIRIT PLEASE – BE WITH ME PLEASE BE WITH ME PLEASE BE PLEASE
LET IT BE JUST LET IT BE NO JUSTICE FOR ANYONE TO SEE JUST PLEASE BE
ME PLEASE BE ME PLEASE PLEASE ME PLEASE
JUST LET
ME RECEIVE UNTO THEE.
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"Before the humans
came we didn't speak so much of certain things. Before the humans
came we didn't speak so much. Before the humans came we didn't
speak." Through a dissembling made of omitted clauses the Host
laid out its manifesto. Before the humans came we didn't speak, so we
will, can, must, speak through them. The Host made that falsity a
true aspiration. The Host surl_tesh echer, by insisting on a certain
might-be, changed what was. It had learnt to lie (in order) to insist
on a truth. "This is how it will be". An unqualified future
tense, rare in Language. This was more than an aspiration, though -
the Hosts could only envisage that this was how it would be. At least
those who became addicted to lies following the festivities
envisioned it to be so. To the others, The Absurd, those who didn't
become addicts because they had torn off their giftwings (with which
Ariekei speak and listen and are enveloped in the Pre-Symbolic Order
of Language) in order to rid themselves of the "Drug Gods of
Lies", the solipsism seemed unbearable and impenetrable now that
they no longer had access to Language and the cognizance and truisms
of others. They had become monads of murder, paving the way for
confusion, frustration, and aggression. But with the loss of
Language, a new form of Absurd communication had spontaneously arisen
– pointing. And with that pointing and loss of the realism of
Language, a "that" had been conceived – a thatness
invented. They'd given the jag of the body, the out-thrust limb,
power to refer, and with their lack of Language, had conceived of a
thatness which faced every way – flexible because it was empty, a
universal equivalent signifying itself, yes, but with the capacity to
signify not only itself, but virtually anything. From it had followed
other soundless referents, playing off of thatness, such as negation.
From that tiny and primal vocabulary, the motor of this antithesis of
untruth spun out other concepts – me, you, others. It turned out
that the Absurd weren't so lonely as one had imagined, and in their
solitary, silent way, the Absurd had made a semiotic revolution, and
a new language to boot. They had thought they had no language, yet
the absurd comrades had been communicating, never knowing they did,
mostly the very hopelessness that made them believe they were
incommunicado to begin with.
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§()§
() .
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* The
spiral of assertion-abnegation came quiddities, and the Ariekei came
to know themselves, later on understanding the Festival of Lies as
the beginning of history itself, the point in time when they became
themselves as a people. But their existential freedom was not gained
without growing pains - as meanings yawned, they became worldsick. In
this oneiric affliction of potentialities, everything perceivable
could be conceived of as any-other-thing, and everything that wasn't
perceived could in turn be conceived of as conceivable. Everything
incommensurable in its universal commensurability, the minds of the
Arieki were now sudden merchants, since metaphor, like money,
equalized the incommensurable. They were mythologers now. They'd
never had monsters, but now all of the world was chimeras, each
utterance a nexus of splicings, a forked tongue through which
fragmentation made possible a new form of joining together of Arieki
with Arieki. No wonder it made them sick. They suddenly found
themselves in a new world, cast out and disjointed, confounded and
bewildered. Their world had become the world in which you and I live
in, a world in which metaphor is not merely metaphor, but as the
Ariekei would put it - “lie-that-truths” or “truthing-lies”.
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